Confession of a Fire Queen

Wake up already Sharon Tang!

2012-02-06T13:41:00.002+08:00

It's not worth fighting. It's not worth it anymore. He is not the same old guy anymore. Please wake the fuck up Sharon for God sake.

=(

2011-08-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

We don't know the value of our moments until they become memories.

Living the life.

2011-08-12T23:17:00.004+08:00

There were times that I thought... suck to be me. totally. Why is everybody against me? Why am I so alienated? Why someone whom I thought my best friend is now bitching behind me? Sometimes I think I'm such a terrible friend that people just don't like me anymore and it made me feel like shit. But hey, I was wrong. It was never about ME. It was about THEM, THEM, THEM and THEM only.

But, hey, now it's all about ME. Why bother pleasing others when the only person I need to please is myself? I spent so much effort trying to make up for the past to realize that I'm a much happier person not to be one of them. I have really special friends around me that I truly appreciate. That's so enough. I don't need more.

Stop dwelling in the past and appreciating what I'm having now for I feel happy and contented. I kinda love my life right now, just hanging out, laughing so hard, and party so goddamn hard. New friends, new perspectives.

And I have a boyfriend who loves me so much. <3

Now, SUCK TO BE YOU. Period.

Peace! :)

Birthday. <3

2011-08-07T22:30:00.001+08:00

I'm turning 22 this coming Tuesday. It's funny how things have changed so much. I used to feel so excited when it comes to August lol. Now? Nothing much.. Maybe it's the aging. I don't know.

I had a really blissful day today. The bf brought me out for a sweet English tea time in One Hotel as a pre-birthday celebration. All those miniature cakes, scones and croissants are just so lovely not to mention about it's awesome taste. However a bit too pricy la for a 3 tiers tea time.

Next he asked me to walk around One Utama to find for a new backpack because he knows I've always wanted a new backpack (because my current one sucks so bad) but he's afraid that he might pick one I don't like so might as well me choosing one myself and he pays it lol.

If you ask me what do I want for my birthday 3 years ago I would write u a birthday wishlist with all the nonsense stuff I want for myself like Coach handbag, a phone, a necklace and etc etc. Well that happens to everyone right? You have things that you want on your birthday.

But now, all I really want is a sincere, fun and warm gathering. All I want is people stop hating so much that turned them totally into another person. Just give more loves and stop hatred. Period. Kinda sick of knowing what people did behind me and thought I have no idea about any of it. At the end of the day, what for? Sigh.

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Dear diary

2011-07-19T13:40:00.001+08:00

Dear diary,

Although you're not really a diary but I'd love to call u that. Even Britney Spears has a song on it so why not. Haha. Sooooo let's see what going on with me lately. Semester 7! A research semester. I was actually super anticipating for this semester to come because NO EOS! Like yay! No more studying so much to sit for a paper that only asks 20% of what I have studied.

But I'm starting to get sick of my research, diary. Having a naive thought that it is some other form of experiment, I was wrong. I have repeated the same procedures for like 65 times (literally) to get better results. They say that you know you're nuts when you keep repeating the same thing and expect different outcomes. It's true. I'm going nuts.

And those research people can go suck balls. Dominating, paranoid, bad-tempered, self-centered, sabotaging and ill-manner. It's like they pay RM20000 for their research and mine RM0.02. Awesome experience.

On a side note, I'll be going to redang island next week! Wooo! With all my dear friends. I'm getting tanner everyday! Haha.

Gotta go back to my research proposal. Next time! Loves

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I am now having diarrhoea.

2011-06-12T03:21:00.001+08:00

And I'm serious. I have this stomach discomfort since morning and now finally down to diarrhoea, stiff neck and unexplained shivers. I think I caught a cold already.

So Bibi and Jo just left after the crazy mahjong session (look how strong am I) because I called a cabonara party today. Mini one.

My sifu Benjamin taught me a really good cabonara recipe that I thought it was a perfect idea to cook it for my dear friends in Ipoh.

It was quite a success la except everybody couldn't eat much and the leftovers are enough for another 6-7 person. But ahh we enjoyed it.

I'm done having diarrhoea for now. Hopefully no waking up middle of the night for the same thing. Peace yo!

P/s : Btw, the diarrhoea isn't caused by the cabonara. :P

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It's semester break!

2011-06-01T00:18:00.003+08:00

Have this sudden urge to blog. This time via my laptop (yayy finally no more Blogpress from my phone). Naaaaa actually I'm just feeling too bored. Just got back to Ipoh today. Feeling lazy. Feeling tired. Feeling so damn tanned already.

So as most of you guys might notice from my posts on FB, I went to Tioman for my open water dive course. In case you might wonder what is that, it's basically a beginner course for people who never dive before la duh. It was tougher than what I thought... you know, when you wanna go diving all you think about is going deep into the sea and look at beautiful sea corals and creatures. Guess I will blog about it when someone willing to lend me a card reader because all the pictures are in my camera and I left my card reader in KL!

My semester 6 result was released when I was in Tioman. So naturally, I was busy worrying about the whole confined water tasks I need to do to obtain my diving license, I worried less about the results. When my instructor called it a day, I went back to my chalet and realized that Jason texted me. He told me that I passed! Haha. What a great day. My results? Hmmm I would say I expected better but ahh, it's okay. I did my best already.

I'm back in Ipoh now. My hair is a big mess that the first thing I need to do tomorrow after I wake up is to go to the saloon straight away. Then, I will drop by City Chain to take a look at Baby-G watches because I so wanna get a cuteeee waterproof watch for myself! Next, I will go to my cousin's place for a facial session. At night, will call up buddies for some mahjoooongggg!! That's the plan for tomorrow!

Alright gotta go, baby is waiting for my call. xoxo

The semester 6.

2011-05-18T02:12:00.001+08:00

Hi! Finally I care to blog (properly). Sorry abandoned blog, and sorry to whoever who's still reading my blog. Maybe you guys have given up visiting my blog due to disappointment every time seeing the not-updated dull blog but ah! This is the latest update from me.

So! The crazy semester 6 is over. In another words, bye bye 3rd year and helllllooowww final year! For this end of semester 6 exams, it's a bit different. We had a 3-week-study break instead of 2 and we have only 4 papers this time. Sounds easy huh? Compared to previously semesters which we need to take 6-7 papers continuously and we were given 2 weeks of study break? Yes. But think. The more time you have, the more you slack. We're all humans. We do it.

So I was locked up in my room back in Ipoh to prepare for my EOS 6. It was rather depressing to realize there's so much to study. More than what I expected. But mom and dad had been really great supporters, they did everything to make me feel better and comfortable. I love you guys. <3

Meantime, bf came back to Ipoh for a short trip and he gave me these lovely flowers to keep me accompanied while I'm studying. It was so sweet of him. He never gives up making my day. :)

Okay so I'm not too sure if you guys can see the pictures clearly from your pc/laptop cos I'm using Blogger to blog from my phone. But anyway the picture above is exactly what I saw on the sidebar of fb the other day. Ohh time really flies. It's our anniversary soon. The day we've been looking forward to.

He tapaoed iced mocha from Starbucks for me during the study break. I drank at least a cup of coffee a day during the entire study break. Maximum 2 cups la. Can't exceed that. What to do. Gotta stay awake to study those sleepiness-inducing notes.

Then he built this "barrier" to keep me away from seeing him so that I can concentrate on what I was studying. Wtf right. Ironically it somehow worked.

...and he played games on my phone and slept.

The study break was relatively stressful. Mostly due to some really confusing and brief lecture notes which require excessive googling and memory power. Urgh really stressed me up.

That's what I received from dad on the first day of EOS. For those who can't read Chinese like me, he asked me to give my all for my exam, mom and him will support me all the way. I was really happy. Haha. He seldom text me that way.

That's me on the first day of exam.

And thats me on the second day. Looking more and more tired lol.

So on Thursday, after my 3rd paper I have 4 days of break before my last paper. I went out with the bf for our advance anniversary celebration. He gave me a bouquet of flowers, just like how he did a year ago when he confessed. :)

He told me he actually bought flight tickets to JB on our real anniversary date so we can fly over there and have a nice and memorable short trip. But that freaking day falls on my EOS week! How disappointing! But it was so sweet of him for his effort.

We went to PapaJohn's for dinner.

That's us, having our anniversary dinner together. Then I kinda surprised him with movie tickets I bought online few days before. His favorite movie, Fast and Furious 5. Awesome movie.

It's already a year with him. Time really flies. The simple and silly monthiversaries with him were sweet and memorable. Yes it's only a year but I never thought we can make this far but hey we did! I believed we've learned so much from this relationship, we compromised, we shared, we solved problems together, we accepted each other's flaws, and find the best in us. We walked this journey together now and more. Looking forward to more anniversaries and monthiversaries with you! I love u so much.

Yea yea yea sweet moment has to end on the ongoing EOS exams. Have to get to back to study for my last paper to make sure I don't screw it up!

The bf came over my place for the weekend and he purposely woke up in the (donkey hours) morning just to go out to get me breakfast.

He ate the breakfast with me, and when I started to study again, he went back to sleep. He too tapaoed lunch and dinner for me. Sigh, poor bf he is! Have to do all these for me. I really appreciate everything he did. Especially when he took trouble to wake up for me.

Last paper on the last day! Rawrrrrrr I'm gonna be free like a bird after this!!

This is what happened right after the last paper - I painted my nails red. Wanted to paint the fugly dull nails since study break but due to lacking of time I had to leave them abandoned first.

Yes! Today we went out for something really important.

We went for the crazy 4-hour long scuba diving theory class! Can't really wait to go Tioman for this PADI scuba diving course next week with the bf! Hey, it's part of elective as well. Thanks IMU for creating something called elective so I can use this as an excuse to obtain my scuba diver license! Haha.

Alright gotta sleep now. XOXO

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Random rants

2011-05-03T19:33:00.001+08:00

You know what I hate about this coming EOS? All fuckin papers are in the afternoon - like from 2pm to 5pm kinda time. Haven't feel that stressed up before when exam papers used to be in the morning and psychologically I have more time to revise for my next paper which is directly one day after. But when it's already like 5pm, by the time I'm done taking a shower and eaten my dinner it's already like 7pm? Fuckin stress can?!

Ahhhhh totally not looking forward to that hellish mind torturing exam week. Someone please tell me exam's over. :(

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Study break for semester 6

2011-04-17T10:26:00.004+08:00

It's study break again!

And you know what that means?

Blogging time! My life has been so miserably busy that it turns me from someone who loves blogging into someone who couldn't care less about her blog.

Whatever it is, the crazy semester 6 is almost over now it has come to the not-anticipated-at-all study break. Fortunately, I have like a month of study break this time and theoretically I should have more time to revise but the thing is I'm slacking all the way! Urggh

So I have another year to go before I graduate from IMU and become a pharmacist. People has been asking me questions like where am I studying now? how many years to go? what happens next? for the last 4 years since I finished my SPM. No idea why people keep asking me like they're so excited for my graduation and I'm gonna be their personal pharmacist or something like that.

They said that pharmacists earn good money. It's not a myth. Yes they earn good money. But everything behind that bachelor's degree certificate, they worked their asses off like a mad cow trying to chase for something. Thinking it back now I don't even know how did I go through all that crazy semesters 1 to 5.

I definitely gonna spend my first salary buying an LV bag. buahahahaha! so what if it's irrational. At least I am capable of getting my own branded bag on my own. Not from my parents not from my boyfriend and not from the Petaling Street.

One more thing, some girls that used to be my secondary friends in school are getting married. Some of them are even married for years. I still don't get the idea of getting married just because you've been together with someone since forever and he's THE one and it's TIME to get married. or if you're freakin pregnant. There are so many things to do besides getting married! or before.

Sigh, gotta continue with notes. I hate them so much omg.

Gotta go on diet. xx

Tioman paradise!

2011-01-22T16:49:00.001+08:00

I'm right here in Pulau Tioman now having a little escape from school and everything. It's so far so damn good right now, we're all enjoying ourselves very much. Thanks to Marcus we have 2 free rooms from Berjaya hotel.. which cost around RM800+ for 2 nights of stay.

We took flight from the Subang airport right to the island itself. It took only 1 hour to reach and there's no need to go through the whole miserable bus and ferry trips which is tiring as hell.

Surprisingly enough the plane seats were very spacious. However the air-condition wasn't as cooling. The stewardess are not pretty. NO stewards. The pilot is hot. :)

So we reached the Berjaya airport at 11am and I bought a bottle of Bailey's at only RM55! Dirt cheap or what.

Took a panorama of the island using my phone. Most pictures are in my camera and Marcus's.

I love the island! It's my first time in Tioman and I'm feeling good!

It's quite different from my experience in Redang island. Maybe it's Berjaya I don't know. There are no group trips. You wanna go around the island, you wanna go snorkeling you gotta rent a car or a boat in a group of like 4-6 people. So yesterday, 4 of us rented a car and we had a tour guide who drove us around. We went to a waterfall place, had some crazy bathe there. Then we visited a turtle conservation place. Had lunch in a really nice restaurant. My ripcurl flip-flop died. Went to a duty-free shop to get a new one. Last stop was a snorkeling trip to the marine park where Marcus and Ruyi got their feet poked by the sea urchins.

At night we had dinner at a Chinese seafood restaurant. The fish and prawns were so yummy!!

This morning we booked a boat to go for a snorkeling trip to 3 different islands. The first trip to Soya island was alright, I dropped one side of my contacts while I was snorkeling. The bf felt nauseous and vomited. Haha.

Luckily enough I was not blind enough with the remaining one side of my contacts and was able to still snorkel in the second island, the Monkey Bay. Sooo many fishes! We took loads of underwater shots.

Then we had lunch before heading to the last island, Renggis island. We packed the fried rice we couldn't finish eating and used it to feed the fishes.

The last island was the most awesome one. The bf and Ruyi stayed on the boat because they didn't feel so good. The fishes love the fried rice! Haha. Sooo many of them fighting to eat! Felt so good so swim in the sea without a safety jacket! Then the next thing that happened was the bf vomiting into the sea again. Lol. Stop feeding the fishes with your vomit omg.

Poor him. He's got fever now and sleeping.

That's our room with him sleeping. The room! Oh yes. The room is perfect. Cool air-condition, nice and spacious. It's Berjaya afterall.

And me? Relaxing at the outside of the chalet while blogging using wifi from the restaurant next door. Wondering what's dinner tonight. Omg I just saw a monkey walked pass the chalet lol! Alright that's all. Taking 1.30pm flight back to KL tomorrow. Chao! xx

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Sleepless night

2010-11-30T04:41:00.001+08:00

It's 4am. Been downloading games and some other apps to my iPod while he's sleeping soundly beside me. I can't sleep. It's always like that during holidays - waking up in the late afternoon and having trouble sleeping at night. What is it called, a self-created jet-lag or holidays-induced insomnia?

I finished watching the Hong Kong drama I said I wanted to watch and so did Prison Break season 2. Look how free I am? Literally glued my eyes on my laptop LCD? To one point I actually wanted sem 6 to start right away.

Oh btw, I'll be driving back to Ipoh prolly this coming Thursday or Friday. Can't wait to see my newborn nephew Jayson! I'm sure he looks mad cute. Can't wait to visit my aunt's boutique for that red dress I had my eyes on too! Can't wait for Christmas and CNY already.

Actually there are things running through my head - not like it bothers me but yea it makes me think. Have you ever get so close to one particular person or a friend.. who turns out to be a completely stranger to you? Someone you used to talk until dawn becomes someone whom you feel awkward to talk to? Perhaps it's because of another person, perhaps a misunderstand or perhaps things just happen out of control.

Sometimes I think the reason why couples can last forever because they open up and talk about what they like or dislike about each other, solve the common problems together and move on. And the reason why there's hardly "best friends forever" because they won't open up and keep talking shit behind each other's back whenever things go wrong. Is that how it works? You tell me.

Have to get some sleep now. Good night and sweet dreams.

Xoxo Sharon

-- Post From My iPod Touch

After results!

2010-11-29T12:42:00.004+08:00

Friday - results day!

Been worrying whole day. If I fail.. my holidays are ruined. =(

So I passed. The real holiday starts now! After a crazy semester.

Results was satisfactory.. :)

At night we went to Chili's to have dinner.

Andrew, with his new toy iPhone 4.

Le Fei.

Chicken.

Mei and I!

Beb and I.

These are some pictures taken with Andrew's phone. With HD kononnya.

Makes me looking like a fake human lol.

All of us. :)

After dinner, we headed to Mist in Bangsar.

It was realllllly crowded and I mean reallllyyy fuckennn crowded.

It was written there "Ladies above 21 and Gentlemen above 23", but all I saw was girls and boys below 18.

We managed to cut the queue thanks to the ambassador there.

Mei and I.

Mei took this picture for us before she dropped Andrew's phone on the ground. Ouch.

The club was alright besides it being too crowded.. trying to fit 200 people in a box that could only fit 160.

Le Fei and I had a blast on the podium! Sadly Mei left early that night.

It was one hell of a post-results celebration.

Went to some mamak for a drink after that before going back.

Can't wait to see all my bestees again already~

Happy holidays everybody! xx

After EOS semester 5

2010-11-25T23:17:00.013+08:00

After the crazy EOS is over, we headed out to have some fun.

We went to Fahrenheit88.

Andrew drove Mei and I.

Mei and I.

Us, walking towards UNIQLO after parking in Sungei Wang.

♥

Then we spotted a few of these aliens trying to promote the new broadband service or whatever called Yes.

Fanning my armpit lol.

Had our lunch in Sushi Zanmai.

Dragon! The best thing ever.

In Uniqlo. Everything is so winter-ish. Guess it's more suitable when summer kicks in.

At night, we went over to Ikea for its awesome meatballs!

Mei's sweetheart joined us.

Then, the girls came and we went to The Sanctuary. It was really happening because of the public holiday the day after.

Alan the cute one haha.

I was really tired that night. I should have just rushed back home and sleep after the last paper then go out again at night.

So I left early. Hope they enjoyed! :)

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So the other day, we went to Piccadilly for some yum char session.

The beef bacon baguette. Delicious!

Mei was there too!

Then, the guys went for their favourite activity, the pool.

With him.

Yin chan.

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On Saturday night, we went to Pavilion to catch a movie, Megamind. 2D though.

Dinner @ Madam Kwan's.

Madam Kwan's serves the best nasi lemak everrrrrrrr.

The curry laksa was super yummeh too!

While waiting for the movie, we took loads of pictures with the beautiful decorations again.

aWWWHH I can't wait for Christmas already!!

Beautiful fountain. ♥

Another Christmas tree!

So he insisted to buy a black nail polish and requested me to paint his nails.

So yea I did it. So much of being Adam Lambert huh?

Oh btw, the movie Megamind was mad funny!!! Worth watching.

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The next day, we went to KLCC. Isetan sales yo!

Love my superman tee.

Before that, we went to ss20 for lunch. Fish head noodle!

Yummy! But I still prefer the one in Kuchai Lama.

In KLCC already. Bought a formal top from Isetan.

And two pairs of flip flips from Rip Curl.

At night, we went to Jalan Tengkat Tong Shin for the beef noodle for dinner!

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Currently, I'm so obsessed with Prison Break season 2.

Keep watching it every day.. Never expect such great season after the first ever-exciting season 1.

Shhyt results coming out tomorrow. Just hope for the best.

And all the best for yal who's taking results tomorrow!

Loves

2010-11-19T15:43:00.018+08:00

Phew! Finally have time to have a picture blog.

So I came back a day before on EOS which was on Monday, I opened my door and I saw this :

Lilies on my table. :)

With a short note.

The next thing I know, he appeared.

He came to help me out with unpacking my stuff and tidy up my messy room (I'm a very messy person). lol

Thanks hunny.

Then he left and there goes my EOS.

Honestly, I felt quite stressful for this exam. Perhaps it's due to the newly scheduled time. We used to have papers in the morning but this time in the afternoon.

After finishing each paper it's already like 5pm and you gotta start studying for the next paper for the next day when you're already very wasted.

And when the clock struck 12 o'clock but you're not even half way through revising all notes, the fml moment comes in.

On a side note, watching the lilies bloom is a wonderful experience!

Here's the process :

Beautiful, wasn't it? ♥

...and the stigma looks a bit like a penis right? LOLX

After having 5 continuous papers from Monday-Friday, I finally got a rest a little on Friday before start battling for my last paper on Monday.

We went to Pavilion and saw the fantastic Christmas decoration there!

The interior roses!

Awwhh.. can't wait for Christmas already.. my favourite event of the year besides CNY where I got to play mahjong non-stop.

Outside Pavilion. Nice fountain. :)

Then, we headed to Petaling Street because he said there's this awesome restaurant there which serves fried pork noodles and pork intestines.

I thought it was a brilliant idea cos' I got to walk around the Petaling Street after dinner wuhoo!

We ordered mantis shrimp, vegetables, noodles and pork intestines.

It was a little too many laa but the aunty who was doing the ordering didn't bother to tell us about the exact portion.

Talking about business strategies.

Mantis shrimp! ♥ This is the highlight.

Pork intestines with a lot of garlic.

Fried pork noodles.

Siu bak choi.

After dinner, thought of walking along the Petaling street but they were closing already.. like at 11pm? I've always thought Petaling Street is a place to hang out at night!

We then went to Changkat Bukit Bintang for a drink.

That place was really crowded. A nice place to chill and hang out after work.

We stopped by an Irish pub and ordered 2 glasses of beer.

Loads of angmohs.

It was a really nice place to chill. We really enjoyed a lot.

However, after like a glass of beer, I was feeling a bit more than tipsy. I think I have extra sensitivity to beer.... zzzzz.

So, back to reality! Gotta start fighting for my last paper on Monday.

Some really cute encouragements from him. ♥

And that weekend we celebrated our half year anniversary too.

He cooked a special dinner.

Lamb chop + salmon! Taste as delicious as any fine dining out there!

Salad.

Happy half year anniversary baby. ♥

I did a cross-stitch pillow for him.

He gave me a beautiful necklace from Forever 21.

I think he likes it. Haha.

Here's a brief process on making the pillow :

Credits to Amanda, my bestee for guiding me to do it.

Gaahhhhhhhh phailed.

Was actually just planning to sew 'I ♥ IVAN' but it looked a bit too empty.

So I did another picture which I got from Google. lol

So yea basically it didn't take long to do it cos' I didn't choose those really complicated pictures. Simple is nicer, isn't it?

That's all, will update soon! xx

over!

2010-11-17T23:15:00.003+08:00

EOS is finally oh-so-over!

It was meant to be the last day on Monday, but however postponed to Tuesday due to unexpected electrical blackout on Monday.

At the brighter side, I got to study more for that paper (I wasn't really prepared) despite the prolonged exam period.

Anyhow anywayyy it's over now!

Hung out with my bestees yesterday to Sungei Wang for some crazy shopping and The Sanctuary at night, but I was really exhausted so I left early at night.

... aging signs.

Will blog about that soon. Too busy enjoying my semester break haha.

Hope you guys enjoy too. :) xoxo me.

1 more paper

2010-11-11T17:55:00.002+08:00

1 more paper.. just one more paper tomorrow.. before I can really rest.

...and start battling for my very last paper on Monday.

Must be strong!

In the midst of exams.

2010-11-10T07:08:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOD. Why can't they put gaps in between paper (or papers)? This is really torturing.

Continuously having 5 crazy papers in 5 days.

If I have the memory of 1 terabyte I might be able to pull it through easily.

But I don't! :(

LOL

2010-11-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

Mom and dad playing with my iPod.

Cuteness. :)

cause baby you're a firework.

2010-11-05T13:00:00.004+08:00

EOS in like 2 and a half days. Been looking at different blogs, some complained about the unbearable stress, some relax like there will be no exams, some asked God for strength, some blogged for no reason, bermacam-macam.

All I know is, you gotta depend on yourself to make things work. Thinking negatively won't help you in any way but only makes thing worse than they already are.

Just do your best, doesn't matter what the outcome may be.

Now, get back to notes! Good luck and all the best for everybody. Loves

Still no idea why the title must be in caps. =.=

List of great stuff.

2010-11-03T19:17:00.002+08:00

Blogging from my iPod haha.

EOS has not even started yet and I'm already fantasizing number of things to do after that! Omg this is not good.

This is the to-do list that I came out with:

1) Hang out and have awesome loads of fun with all my sistasses! Go anywhere, do anything. Just enjoy like mad!

2) Watch loads of make-up tutorial and buy some really beautiful eye shadows (because I'm really bad at using them) but they're real pretty!

3) SLIM DOWN for the gabzillionth time. Don't judge me.

4) Watch the Hong Kong drama series (Gan Kwok Biu Hong) part II because part I was really nice!

5) Watch all seasons of Prison Break and Saw 1-7.

6) Shopping, shopping. shopping!

7) Go on a road trip. Anywhere. Heading north most probably. Bukit Merah anyone?

8) Call up Bubble's new owner and ask her if I can go visit Bubble. Miss him too much! (Bubble was my toy poodle)

9) Of couse, spend nice time with the bf.

10) Head back to Ipoh to meet all my bestees - Soya, Amanda, etc etc. Mahjong time baybeh!

11) Help my parents out at shop and grab the opportunity to learn some TCM herbs.

Maybe I should get back to my notes. Gotta go back to reality now! Chao. Xoxo, me.

-- Post From My iPod touch

Lilies.

2010-10-31T20:13:00.004+08:00

Little motivation to study.

From the MOST BADESTEST people alive on earth.

My room is now filled with lilies' smell! Loveee it.

Waiting for another lily to be fully grown!

Thanks a lot! ♥♥ xxox

Pumpkin and M&M's

2010-10-31T10:02:00.003+08:00

Today is the Halloween. Happy Halloween everybody!

I had a Chinese moment where I didn't know when exactly Halloween falls on.

Maybe I just didn't care because I have tonnes of notes to take care of rather than having Halloween costume partaay out there.

So yesterday night when I was on the verge of giving up reading my notes after like a marathon run during the day, suddenly some pressed my door bell.

Nobody usually will come over to my house at that time.

So I went out to check out who was it. Nobody was at the door bell. Then I thought it was some random naughty kids who were fooling around.

The next thing I saw is bf standing behind the pillar! I was so surprised when he showed up.

He came all the way back from KL to give me these - a Halloween card and 3 packets of M&M's. He said candies is a must for Halloween lol.

In this picture I was covering the word "Day". Haha. Wrong spelling of Halloween btw.

The card has a cute hand-drawn pumpkin inside.. super cute!

This is the first time I actually "celebrated" Halloween. Thanks honey! ♥

Note to self

2010-10-30T08:55:00.001+08:00

MUST get an eraser and a new ruler for the upcoming EOS.

Longgg day.

2010-10-29T21:40:00.003+08:00

It's a very long and lazy day. From this morning til now I've only finished like 3 lecture notes and not planning to read more.

My brain is so saturated I wish I could store some elsewhere as reservoir.

Guess I should work harder tomorrow. So, sleep earlier tonight for the longer journey tomorrow! ~~Tryna make excuses to sleep~~.

On the happier note, mum cooked awesome chicken porridge today! Together with muscles and leeks (googled for it cos I don't know what it's called, lol), flavorgasm!

Just randomly feel the urge to blog. Gotta get back to notes. F.M.L

swt.

2010-10-28T07:21:00.004+08:00

EOS is approaching and I'm progressing like a snail OMG!! *kan cheong maximum*

Been stuck with something called Complementary Medicine. Total of 23 lectures of like 21 of them need you to memorize stuff.

Why must there be an unfinishable module like every semester?!

And the irony part is that I realized :

Traditional Chinese Medicine happily ignored the existence of pancreas HAHAHAHA.

And the rest of its theories still making sense la since it's still applicable today, you know, checking the tongue, taking pulse and all that.

And you know what? Traditional Malay healers chant Quran continuously to calm someone who's having seizures because they claimed that it's caused by evil spirit.

Like helo? If that works I think we don't need antiepileptic drugs anymore lo.

Lastly, the Indian medicine.

IS THIS A FUCKIN TAMIL LESSON OR WHAT?

End of the Road

2010-10-26T10:40:00.006+08:00

Been repeating this song since like what yesterday?

Doesn't particularly reflect my emotions now or remind me of something in the past la. Just a very soothing song. :)

I don't like the original version of Boyz II Men.. too much crapping at the end of the song.

On the side note, why do they have to invent something called Solitaire? Been playing with it and ignoring my notes.. FML maximum.

To all my friends studying right now, take good care of yourself during this battle period. Don't fall sick!

xoxo, me.

P/S : For those who find my FB profile missing, FYI, I've deactivated it temporarily. Gotta need more focus on notes. :)

New skin!

2010-10-24T22:55:00.003+08:00

Realized that my old skin is pathetically spoiled for unknown reasons.. apparently by me. Think I deleted some codes out of the template code or whatever.

Got this temporary skin (gorgeous eh?) but no time to edit it yet.

Gtg study chao!

study break!

2010-10-24T17:35:00.007+08:00

It's been a week of study break now. Another 2 weeks to go before my EOS! .. and I'm studying like a mad person in my room. My brother is having exams in 2 days and he's still playing his online games. FML!

My study place.

I guess it's okay because you don't actually need to work your ass off in primary school, right? I mean, I used to get 28% for my Bahasa Melayu paper when I was in primary one (notice how this impacted me so much back then that I actually remember the exact marks I got). Super bodo right. The next thing that happened was I graduated from primary and secondary school with an A in BM haha sue me.

Miss those days when I used to laugh at the name Nurul Fatin (because it means gone mad in Cantonese). Days when I used to throw paper aeroplanes from the window, how I make friends with people that are still close with me today, how people teased and laughed at me because I was so fucken fat. Haih~ those were the days~

Can't wait for everything to be over with! Hopefully can finish my lecture notes in time. Still have damn loads of guided reading that I haven't touch yet. Till next time! xoxxox

P/S : Sorry due to my cacated blog for unknown reasons. Will fix it when I'm free!

bits of current.

2010-10-17T17:56:00.003+08:00

EOS is coming. That's what everybody's talking about. After my final presentation for this semester tomorrow, here comes my study break. Will be heading back to Ipoh on Tuesday. Gotta spend another 2 weeks studying like mad cow in my room again.

Can't really wait for EOS to be over with. Wanna hang out with my friends dearly, then spend sometime with the bf before going back to Ipoh to meet all my bestees. Semester break is fun because you don't really have to do anything.

Relationship. It's approaching half a year since the first day he confessed to me. What's more sucky is the coming 6th monthiversary falls on my study break, which means we won't be seeing each other. But it's okay, gotta set my priority straight.

It's good to have someone you can rely on when everything else seems wrong. Someone you can trust, someone you can rant to about how bad is your day, someone you love. The bad side is when conflicts and arguments kick in, it feels like the end of the whole and sometimes it makes me feel better if we were not together in the first place. I suppose that's what happen in a long-term relationship. Something very very new to me.

He might not be the favourite subject for people around me, but I still love him. :)

Gotta go to Pyramid to get a new haircut before it turns fugly during my study break. chao! Love u all.

updates

2010-10-08T18:04:00.005+08:00

Yo people! How's the week been going so far? Mine sucks. Having the total awareness of how much I need to study for EOS and the fact that I'm not in the drive to study makes me feel so bad. Like you wanna do better than last semester and you won't work for it and you're hoping for magic to happen, something like that. Big big sigh.

Have some friendship dramas going on lately. I mean, I hate dramas, who doesn't? When you know someone for a very long time and you actually figure out their real characters, there are thousands of things to have conflict with. Different individuals, different behaviour, different thinking, different temper. It's very hard to get things right when both have different opinions and expect different outcomes. So yea what I think is that, as long as I'm happy and I know whatever I'm doing and I'm fully aware that I'm not nuts, other things don't matter anymore.

Bf has been good but whenever something reminded me of the 3 months he'll be flying off to UK in 2012, it hurts me. :( Sigh, 3 months can turn into 6, then perhaps a year, or perhaps just settle down there with a good job. I know it's too early to even think about something which happens in another 2 years but everything seems very unpredictable, sigh. Just have to enjoy the moment with him now. :)

Studies, sigh. Group workssss OMFG. Can it please stop already? Not enough of having 2345436 group works in the past few months and they have to throw us with a large bomb of 21 people working in a group for poster, interviews, logbook and 1-hour presentation in the last 2 weeks before our study break. Somebody kindly fuck my life. Like mentioned, it's so tough to put people of different thoughts, different behaviour, different attitude to do ONE thing and expect the same outcome. I usually ended up cleaning all the mess my group mates made and the marks we got are all the same. So damn unfair I wished I could have done all those work alone!

Just celebrated Mei's birthday yesterday. Glad she liked the surprises we planned for her. Hope she loves the card too! Happy 22nd birthday again Mei! Love ya loads!

blog post without picture(s).

2010-09-21T22:34:00.003+08:00

Being aware of the excessive pictures in every blog post I made which cause the eternity loading of my blog, I wanna make a more wordy post.

So I went to Guardian in Giant Klang today (unfortunately and apparently didn't take any pictures) for my pharmacy attachment.

Bf drove me there. Andrew tagged along for fun.

We met Mr. Clarence, the pharmacist in-charge there at 10am this morning. I wore all formal and stuffed my clean lab coat plus my cardigan into my bag just to realize the pharmacy was mad hot, there was totally no need to wear any lab coats or you'll get a smelly pharmacist walking around.

Mr. Clarence is a very nice guy, he basically talked to us for like an hour on our future opportunities as a pharmacist.

And oh yea he started questioning me and Siok Luan about the good food in Ipoh and Penang. It makes me think why didn't he even mention about the OTC drugs.

At about 1pm, he said he had to go somewhere for a meeting and will be back at 4PM. FOUR O'CLOCK? So yea, both Siok Luan and I waited for bf and Andrew to come before we headed to Jusco for lunch and shoooppppppppping!

We got back at 4pm and Mr. Clarence only got back at 5pm. We (finally) asked him about the OTC drugs and he explained to us in that miserable one hour before ending our day at 6pm. LOL right?

The whole attachment experience for me was, quite.. interesting. Our job as a retail pharmacist is to dispensing drugs according to patients' needs. It can be lifeless job but I'm pretty sure it comes with a good pay.

It'll be the last day tomorrow, hopefully can learn more things and can snap some photos! =)

4th month wuhoo!

2010-09-16T18:35:00.013+08:00

Time flies real quickly. It's already the 4th month I'm attached to him.

Despite the down times we had, I really treasured every moment I had with him.

He's been a really caring and loving guy, someone whom I can rely on and someone whom I go run to when I'm lost.

Couldn't ask for more. =)

So he drove me to Secret Garden, a restaurant I never knew existed in Ipoh. LOL?

It's a rather nice and calm place, double-storey restaurant, used to be a hotel but no longer is.

So I was kinda surprised Ipoh has a restaurant like this and the most ironic part is I've never heard about it!

The appetizer.

Then he asked me to close my eyes.

He wore this lovely necklace for me. It was a really sweet gift from him. ♥

It's a key pendant! At last my dream came true! HAHAHAHA

He ordered beef bacon spaghetti.

I ordered the chicken chop with rosemary sauce.

The food wasn't that nice despite its price.

Some pictures we took before leaving the restaurant.

We then went for the movie Piranha. It was not bad a movie at all, although some parts may be a little too fake. Overall it was alright.

But they cut some of the very sexy scenes and perhaps some too graphic scenes.

We went home and guess what I gave him!

=) I think he likes it.

A certificate!

Camwhored a lot with it.

Wrote something I missed.

Happy 4th monthiversary, baby. Can't wait for more monthiversaries with you! ♥